So it seems

It seems as tho my life consist of
That which I never dreamed of
A child hope now lie in ruins
As I try to piece back wat was ruined
A part of me which is left unwhole
Because I'm missing my very soul
A dark and empty space
With nothing left to fill the place
I will not allow myself to overcome
So he comes over and maybe we can cum
You see now I've become so carefree
That I am now free of care such misery
And I've forgotten my purpose
So I begin to feel worthless
Filled with despair I try and understand
Why my pieces did not remain unchanged
So I look at the girl I use to be
And apologize to me
And that's the only thing that makes sense
Because somehow i've lost her innocents
So I look into her emptiness
And promise her happiness
And though I know this maybe untrue
Sometimes we need false hope to carry us through