Constantly I'm back and forth then forth and back
replaying these scenarios in my mind as i revert back
into a state of uncertainty as a i subconsciously
decipher btwn matters of the heart n mind both logically
should i choose to allow matters of the mind to subside
then im back to the realm where U n I reside
through the eyes of my heart we exist in perfect harmony
indulge as we drape ourselves in love forgetting negativity
should i choose to suppress this beautiful desire
and allow the matters of the mind to emerge then i conspire
thoughts of realities waters dying out out our fires
the flame that once shined bright now dies
and when i look at you i no longer see me in your eyes
but when u look at me i hope that's all you do see
because for now i choose to adhere to the matters of the heart foolishly
ignoring what seems to be logical and live in the dreams of you and me.
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i aint knw if this was a poem or just a blog.. bt me being a blogger ima comment on ya blog. jillth... the heart knows no logic so it must be trained to figure out what is worth fightin for. n thats one thing i have always admired you for. you can differentiate between matters of the heart and know when somethin is worth keepin. logic never applies to love, how can u be logical with the matters of the heart without being selfish?
ReplyDeletei know jillth but for whatever reason im having a hard time separating the two right now, usually i do knw but right now i dnt. because i really want it i do, but idk if those are just my selfish wnts and not actually what i need.
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